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Before Blogger, there was Xanga. There, I’ve blogged for a good three years before I finally decided it was time for a close to my (very) personal online journal. Every opinion was noted down; every argument I had with friends, partner or otherwise was put into “black-and-white”; every little emotion about any situation was put into words.

After a while, I noticed a certain change in the blogosphere. It boomed and suddenly it was the “in” thing. Haha. And that change, like many others, made me feel a little tad too uncomfortable. Letting unknown individuals read “me” was not something I signed up for as that blog was started just for my close friends’ (or at least aquaintances’) read only. There were times where I feel like I was.. caught off guard, as some might put it. Those times are especially when strangers would come up to greet me face to face in public malls. It is really flattering really, to be somewhat “known”, but the fact that these ppl think they know so much about me when it is really likewise turns me off.

Thus, this prompt me to make my decision to have my big move to Blogspot from the year 2007. Here, things, as some can tell, are more subtle and cryptic. Not so open and straight to the point like how it used to be back in Xanga. This was where I became Schmae lah *chewah wtf* Haha.

The following would be an exclusive *cough* :p copy of what I have written in Xanga as my last post. Note the difference in the way I write. -_- Am not proud of it, but heck. That was me back then.

[A Conclusion is Simply the Place Where Someone Got Tired of Thinking. Someone Like Me.]

*grumble grumble*
stupid connection.

i was actually feeling all semangat-ed to post an uber long and emo post..
you know?
to end the year 2006 and all that shit.
but noooo~

an earthquake had to happen in Taiwan.,
causing a major network cabling disruption.

waargh!
what better timing, eh?

*sigh*

anyway..
since it was already reported in The Star that this internet problem would take at least 3 weeks  to resolve,
i guess there’s no point for me to blog as often as i normally do then..
because sitting here for 2 hours just waiting for Xanga to load,
is crazy.

thus, this post shall be a be-earlierd New Year post..
and i’ve decided to unravel The Next Big Thing now instead of the 1st of January, 2007 (as planned).

ahem. here it is.

I’ve decided to leave Xanga.

yes, you read right..
i’ve decided to stop blogging at Xanga,
and start anew in another blog.

it was a very difficult choice..
for 3 years of my experiences,happenings and not to mention..
3 whole years of my life is jotted down right here.

from me overcoming my fear of heights during camps,
to me getting onto my first airplane journey to Switzerland.

mostly, everything of my life is “pen-ed” down here.

it was EXTREMELY difficult.
but i’ve chosen.

this Xanga site will still remain open..
for the sake of Xanga Friends Lock Bloggers (like Stephaine )..
and for the sake of my own memories.

also, i’ll still use this account to read fellow Xanga-rian blogs through its subscription.

however,
i will not be revealing my new blog’s url here..
mainly because i’ve been having too many problems since i’ve let this blog stay public.
okay, so my other blog’s gonna be public too (for now).,
but i wont advertise it here or anywhere else..
except to my close friends&families.
but you get what i mean right?

IF somehow you want to read my new blog..
please ask me for it’s url.
but, i do not gurantee that i’ll tell it to you.

*sigh*
i was expecting to write some long, emo, closing post..
but thanks to Mother Nature,
i have to resolve to this.
capalang and cincai-bocai.
what lar.
damn lousy.

oh well..
till we meet again next time.,

Have a Blastin’ New Year!

goodnight.

loves,
*XoxO*
shengmae*

p/s: i wont be blogging at my new blog anytime soon because of this network problem.
uurgh. so mafan.

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Ta-daaa. HAHAHA. Oh well. That was then. As you’ve read, I never intended to let my Blogger site go public too. But.. look at what happened. :p Meh. Only this time, I’ve learned to write discretely bwahaha. Still, I sense another change coming soon? Maybe. We’ll see.