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Priorities. How do we know which things in life is much more important than the other? Is family much more important than your growth as an adult? Is getting fit much more important than working your ass off just to make it through the month? Are your studies is much more important than having your room clean all the time? Is your smoking habit much more important than your asthma?

Of course I know that those doesn’t match up with each other equally. Different categories all together. But how do you define your categories and priorities? Is it the right formula, or is it just a feeling that you know, you got things right.

I’ve been in situations where priorities are no longer priorities, instead replaced by goals that needed to be achieved before moving on.

Work is piling up, yet I’m still in a stage where it still doesn’t matter. Feels like it’s a repeat of last semester. Back is still painful, yet I’m still slouching, bowling and all those nonsense. I’m not financially independant yet I spend like there’s no tomorrow, convincing myself that these would be beneficial but they aren’t really true.

Forcing myself to do the opposite puts things on track, but it will still come around again later. Getting my priorities straight doesn’t mean it will stand up. I live on hard enforced rules, not self made rules.

I need a real reset, but where do I find that?